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2017 will end Tbh I want to tell you something before this year end but i'm too afraid and too ashamed because it will be a cliche letter for you Thank you for being sooo annoying Thank you for being a stubborn person Thank you for being a grumpy person Thank you for being a humorist person, yaa even though sometimes anda jayus but thank you for always make me laugh Thank you for being a grandpa because you forget anything easily. Yap. Like an old man yang sudah pikun Thank you for often make a promise but you also broke your promise:) Thank you for being a busy person :) Thank you for always call me "bodoh" :) Yap, Only you who call me "bodoh" :) But thank you for always listen to my stories, my complaints and my grumble Thank you for all your responses Thank you for always cheer me up Thank you for being my mood booster Thank you for give me so much knowledge about many things. About journalistic, photography and broadcasting You also tea

I don't know if i'm too sensitive or it's you that never really mean what you said you never really mean it the "I miss you" sentence I know that you are not really miss me I know that you are not really wants to see me ya i know i'm not your priority haha of course Rif Who are you? Who the hell are you in his life? I don't even know who am I in your life sometimes I just curious about anything that you have been said to me I just want to know "did you really mean what you said?" do you really, love me? no no, you don't because if someone really loves you you don't have to keep begging them for a text, call or spend time. you don't have to begging them for meet up with you they'll do it if you are a priority they'll do if he really miss you so damn much No matter how busy a person is, if they really care, they will always find  time for you. but, the truth is No one is really busy It depends on w

someone is turning 23 today happy birthday, dear  i hope you can reach all your dreams i hope you always healthy and have a long life  i hope Allah SWT will always protect you enjoy your 23  may this year will be filled with a lots of happy moments may you always wake up in the morning with a smile on your face 

dear you someone who emotional someone who often called me stupid  and bodoh ya i know i'm fool enough that's my fault to trust you  maybe you just bored yesterday  maybe you just.... ah  i dont know i dont know why you have changed suddenly  i dont know why you just read my message i dont know why you aren't text me again worried about me again angry with me if I did something wrong or if I did something stupid  i miss your angry face I mean your "ngambek" face  haha I miss your laugh yes you are so humorist you always insert a jokes and laughed in every situation even though it's not a good situation or when we talked something serious i remember the day when you called me at night, the day when i was sleepover at my friend's  you tell me your secret you said i shouldnt tell your story to everyone  you said you are so sad and you want to cry at that time  i'm so sad too when you tell me abo

Yes For the example Planning to go to black and white photography exhibition But, sadly Yesterday is the last day of the exhibition So, going to the exhibition with you is never happened Ya i know you are too busy with your work It's okay I understand I know you are very tired everyday I hope you can get enough sleep Dont be sick, ok? Dont forget to eat well too

bosen kali ya blog gue isinya galau mulu. mumpung masih tanggal 23 April tulisan gue kali ini akan gue dedikasikan buat ade gue yang sekarang sedang berulang tahun yang ke-10 Namanya Hilal! sebenernya gue udah pernah ceritain tentang dia pas dapet tugas presentasi bahasa inggris di sekolah. pas kelas 10 kan disuruh presentasiin tentang tokoh gitu, boleh idola atau siapapun deh yang lo sayang dan lo tau tentang dia. ga tau kenapa gue pengen presentasiin ade gue yang paling kecil. nyoo. temen-temen gue kebanyakan presentasiin artis gituu or penyanyi yg mereka suka. ada juga org-org hebat kaya steve jobs, bill gates, obama, mark zuckerberg, dll. cuma kan kalo itu lo bisa copy paste dari google or ceritanya lo dapetin dari internet. ga asik bgt dan org lain juga udah tau kan biografi si org itu atau gak kita bisa baca dan cari tau sendiri di google. why not if gue menceritakan ade gue di depan temen-temen gue? hahaha nyoo. sebenernya gue berniat nulis blog ini semalem sih. kemarin

Dear you My ex boyfriend's friend Im sorry I dont want if you love me more Because i dont want to be your heart break again I dont want to make you sad again I dont want to make you feel "im fool. Im dumb. Why i choosed her?" Because I think I was same with your ex The different is Im not dating with my ex again But i think i still have a feeling for someone Someone who already break my heart I know im stupid enough I have said to you if i will move on and forget him but the truth is... I dont know Im not totally forget him Because sometimes he's coming in to my mind. Maybe i still have a little feeling for him But, if i meet him. I hate him. Idk why Idk why i dont like to see him Once again Im sorry My ex boyfriend's friend You already knew if i dont want to have a special relationship with you You already knew if i dont want to love you And you have known whats the reason Its because you are my ex boyfriend's friend. I k

"You dont have to delete that word, cause it is" What do you mean? Is it fun? Do you think you are in the playground? "You dont know how complicated you are" Honestly i know I know how complicated i am Dont you know why i acted like that to you? How old are you? Sorry, i know this is an impolite question but you have to realize if you are not a child anymore. In this age, you must learn how to be an adults. Maybe you think "lo yg ke kanak-kanakan" Because you said i have changed suddenly. And you said its sucked. Do you want to know why i've changed suddenly? I just want to know whats your responses if i acted like you. I just want to be your second home. So i can be your diary. Im happy to listened all your story. Im truly want to know "whats wrong with you?" "What happened?" "Are you okay?" Because I think you need someone who can cheer you up everytime Someone who can motivate you Someone who can

Its 03:03 AM And im still awake Honestly im very tired But i dont know why my eyes wont sleep Ahh I remember now. I drank a coffee today Thats why i cant sleep Oh Brain Please stop Stop to overthink I should rest my body Because today i have a class at 08.00 AM I wanna sleep And i dont want to remember anything Anything that happened today, yesterday and a week ago Hahahaha But its true I think it will be better if i wake up with amnesia Lol Honestlyyy I dont want to go to campus I dont like my campus I dont like the students in my campus because most of them are fake They are two face And Bacot Hehe Ok bye I want to sleep right now Good night there Wait "There" who?

Are you a human? Do you have a heart?  Do yo have a brain?  I think you are different I think you will be my new sunshine  But i was wrong  Im trying to pretend like i dont know anything This feeling will killing me slowly Dont you know if im so hard to fall in love?  Im different with you Im not the type of person who easily fall in love with someone new or with a stranger. Thats why im so confused why i have a feeling for you. Just only for three weeks. Is it a karma? Because i laughed so hard and very shocked when you said if you and your ex girlfriend only needed two weeks to be in a relationship. Ya you are right. Im still me Im still the old me A girl who couldnt confessed her feelings. I just could showed my feelings with  my attitude to you Dont you know that?  Are you an alien?  So you didnt know why i was very care with you? First, i dont have any feeling for you. I truly want to helped you. But, many peoples said if we are

Its been a long time to have a feeling like this Since he left you and never contact you Since he has a new girlfriend Since you were graduate from senior high school and decided to stop reply his message Because you know he is not really wants you. Maybe he was very kind to you because he is bored? Or his girlfriend's is very busy? Hahaha Ya I know im not your girlfriend but i just want to ask you. Why you always replied my message asap? Why you always contacted me whereever you are and whenever you are? Why you always asked me to choosed which one that i liked the most when you wanted to bought something? Why you always asked me an unimportant question? Why you always listened to my stories? And why you always shared all of your stories with me? Why you always asked me to meet up everyday? Why you always sent me a snapchat? Why you are often flattered me? Why you always supported me? Why you was very care of my health? Why you called me at 3:00 AM? Why you always rem

12/3/2017 20:00 PM Have you ever feel like you are the saddest person in the world? I know this is a hiperbola statement but,  When your tears are falling down from your eyes, when you are breathless, or when you dont have any appetite because you've been too long to not eating. But honestly you are very hungry.  Have you ever feel like everybodys are fake? All those people you know are not really love you. They dont really care about you.  They dont care what happens to you right know. Even if you are just a little sick or seriouslly ill.  Am I too spoiled?  I think im not. I always hide my sadness. Im in love with my bedroom. Especially my bed. Its because my bedroom is a witness. A witness of my sadness.  I always lock the door, turn on the radio and start crying. Is it too melancholic? Or Am i too fractious?  I dont know When i grow up  I cry more often than when i was a kid. when my mom or my dad scoleded me, I always sad. If you know, to

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